Well I don't have any money but I am in touch with myself

Enjoying time with others upon realizing it is all about;
Freedom. Mobility. Fluidity.
I promise to work for these things in
the life I currently have. But I have
many lives
in many places.

How long is this sustainable?
How can I integrate these pieces?

If this is not possible, OK
I will take this double life, triple life
while I still can.